I am just so confused

I have been crying over you for 7 months when I really shouldn’t have been because you hurt me. You hurt me so bad. But I miss you. I have always missed you. But just when I think the hole is finally going to begin to heal you are going to come in and tell me that you miss seeing me.

What does that even mean? How do I know that I can even trust you? You had pulled me out of my depression and it felt great, but then you pushed me back down. You pushed me lower than I ever was before, and I don’t know how to get back up. All I know is you.

The other day I was looking at your Facebook page. I saw how happy you look and it made me said. I was talking to my friend about it and she said “Why is it bad that he is happy?”  I replied with “It isn’t bad, I just wish he was happy with me.”

Now all of a sudden this. “I miss seeing you” I don’t know what to think about this. I am just so confused.