I am afraid of.....

Being cheated on. I know that sounds really dumb but it is true. I have had many past experience's that make it hard for me to trust guys. I am also afraid of spiders! I hate them! If I see even a small one I will make someone come kill it for me. Something else that I am afraid of is the dark. Being alone in the dark at my house freaks me out but yet I am a techie freak. How that works I have no idea!!! Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me. I am also afraid of people. I hate talking to people that I don't know. It freaks me out. That is why I have a hard time making friends. It scares me to form relationships with people that might not work out. I like to stick with my old friends.